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Departures

by On The Run

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1.
Clean words, talk softer I know I lost her But alcohol brings pigs to slaughter And I shout words that won't bounce off her Soft words, hard liquor She's gone, I'm bitter But those dark eyes that always fit her Are probably staring at my picture Just leave me alone You can drink yourself unconscious It's just another empty promise When your friends say you're over it with every shot I'm at the bottom of this bottle, and my heart is in the last drop There's nothing wrong with the way I live You take and take, but you never give I'm feeling sober for the first time in three whole years I'll drown myself in alcohol and make you disappear We said, "Forever" We'd be together We proudly failed in that endeavor And you must think you're pretty clever We'll see who's laughing When I'm still happy The smile I wear is not just acting I'm better now it must be baffling Just leave me alone You can drink yourself unconscious It's just another empty promise When your friends say you're over it with every shot I'm at the bottom of this bottle, and my heart is in the last drop There's nothing wrong with the way I live You take and take, but you never give I'm feeling sober for the first time in three whole years I'll drown myself in alcohol and make you disappear And to you, I'm just a memory And to me, I just gave everything Just leave me alone You can drink yourself unconscious It's just another empty promise When your friends say you're over it with every shot I'm at the bottom of this bottle, and my heart is in the last drop There's nothing wrong with the way I live You take and take, but you never give I'm feeling sober for the first time in three whole years I'll drown myself in alcohol and make you disappear So just leave me alone
2.
Second Guess 03:30
Hey there, I haven't seen you in a while Without a stumble in your footstep, hazy eyes, a vacant smile It's nice to see you not make such a scene I really wish you'd be more careful, but you don't know what "careful" means "Woah, slow down now! Let's pump the brakes." Well, frankly my friend it's a little too late To say that you're sorry I'm sorry, but the damage is done Watching as you kill yourself You drag me into your own hell with you And I just can't say no I'm sorry this went how it did But I've got nothing left to give to you I've gotta let you go, gotta let you go You find yourself again swimming at the bottom of another bottle Did she put you in? It's no less than you deserve, and no more than I'd expect And you know I've never been one to second guess The pity party that you threw for yourself was a smashing success You're a smashing success The moment I knew I could never believe a word you said Watching as you kill yourself You drag me into your own hell with you And I just can't say no I'm sorry this went how it did But I've got nothing left to give to you I've gotta let you go, gotta let you go You just never stop And I'm ready to drop And this is what you wanted Watching as you kill yourself You drag me into your own hell with you And I just can't say no (To hell with you) I'm sorry this went how it did But I've got nothing left to give to you I've gotta let you go, gotta let you go Watching as you kill yourself You drag me into your own hell with you And I just can't say no I'm sorry this went how it did But I've got nothing left to give to you I've gotta let you go, I've got to let you go
3.
Follow Me 03:16
See me, here on this stage, I think I'm afraid Of where this is going to take us I don't know if I can bear baring my heart To a world that won't understand this Just keep singing along to the words to this song, That's all I ask of you While we're moving along, I'll be the voice in your ear To keep you conscious, I'll always be here To follow into the night, and we'll never go wrong Everything will be alright I can't meet these expectations I'm just not the Savior You've been asking me to be My whole life is one big breakdown I can't write them anymore This is what I've become Just keep singing along to the words to this song, That's all I ask of you While we're moving along, I'll be the voice in your ear To keep you conscious, I'll always be here To follow into the night, and we'll never go wrong Everything will be alright I could never be like them And I don't know where I'm supposed to go... Where I'll sleep tonight, if I'll get home I'll be alright, right here on the road Just keep singing along to the words to this song, That's all I ask of you While we're moving along, I'll be the voice in your ear To keep you conscious, I'll always be here To follow into the night, and we'll never go wrong Everything will be alright, alright This means the world to me
4.
I haven't slept in days, I keep myself awake I keep these secrets safe, I'll hide my mind away I lead a double life, I'm with you half the time This is no way to live, it's just waiting to die I guess you never grew up, just got older But I won't let you soil my good name And I'm trying to pretend That all of my friends Aren't liars and cheaters Double-crossers and deceivers And given your defense I'm a liar at my best And I don't have the strength to pick myself back up again Focus on little things Everyone just laughs at me And all these years I've wasted Living in this lie Lock myself in my room Haven't seen my friends in days It's like I never even try I'll bury myself alive And I'm trying to pretend That all of my friends Aren't liars and cheaters Double-crossers and deceivers And given your defense I'm a liar at my best And I don't have the strength to pick myself back up again It's too late to say I'm sorry It's too late now And all my friends, they know your name And we both made the same mistakes And you couldn't keep the promises you made So let's just go our separate ways There's nothing left for me to say except How I always knew you were fake And I'm trying to pretend That all of my friends Aren't liars and cheaters Double-crossers and deceivers And given your defense I'm a liar at my best And I don't have the strength to pick myself back up Makes me think I've had enough I don't know how I ever called you "friend."
5.
Drop Out 04:22
Can't you see me crawling? I'm falling away from the pack that I swore I would lead It's getting hard to breathe when you're staring at me Waiting for me to burst at the seams Trapped inside my own head, I'll hide under my bed with the books that I read as a kid So I'm giving up and giving in, I'm just ending it before it begins My confidence was shot from the start I'm so weak, man, I'm falling apart I am crashing so hard from this high Now, I can't look myself in the eye I'm ashamed I've become such a mess I just can't live like this Trouble's found its way, and much to my dismay It's been bunking with me this whole year Tearing at my mind, ask me if I feel fine Can you tell my reply's insincere? Nothing's best left unsaid, would you rather be dead Than alone with the thoughts in your head? So I'm giving up and giving in, I'm just ending it before it begins My confidence was shot from the start I'm so weak, man, I'm falling apart I am crashing so hard from this high Now, I can't look myself in the eye I'm ashamed I've become such a mess I just can't live like this Tell my mom I'm doing fine Tell my dad I'll be alright Tell the kids it's worth a try But happiness can cost you your life So I'm giving up and giving in, I'm just ending it before it begins My confidence was shot from the start I'm so weak, man, I'm falling apart I am crashing so hard from this high Now, I can't look myself in the eye I'm ashamed I've become such a mess And I just can't live like this

credits

released March 25, 2011

All tracks written and recorded by On The Run at Killingsworth East in Farmingdale, New York. All tracks produced, engineered, mixed, and mastered by Anthony Santo and Mike Gaudiello of Killingsworth Recording Company (www.killingsworth.info).

Bass - Tyler Miller
Drums - Brian Fisher
Vocals/Guitar - John Ross Green
Guitar - Andy Mathias

Backing Vocals by Dan Riolo
Additional percussion and sampling by Anthony Santo

Thank You to: Anthony Santo and Mike Gaudiello, Harry Miller, our parents, the rest of our families and friends, Dan Riola (AKA That's So Dan), Anthony Lopardo, Ray Marte, Ryan and Joann Wapner, Seth Barnes, Kyle Giarth, Adam Shephard, Joe Gerald, Vin and Drew, Dan Macharola, and to everyone who has supported us in our journey to this point in our lives

Cover Art - Seth Barnes
Album design - Dan Macharola

This EP is dedicated to the memory of Courtney Ann Standeven

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